EARTH LOG

December 2009

by Celia Fenn

image by Jean-Luc Bozzoli at www.eyewithin.com

18th December : So This is Christmas...and the Solstice Festival of Light and the new Solar Flare. Well, two subjects that come up at the same time - the changing energy of Christmas and the resurgence of Light in the form of a huge Solar Wave that is reaching the Earth now and causing physical disorientation and discomfort for some people.

Well, first the topic of Christmas! I am not sure what Christmas is like for you where you are, but here in South Africa the energy of Christmas seems very diffent to previous years. It could be the economic recession, but the mad orgy of consumerist spending is just not happening this year. It is very quiet generally, and people are much more restrained. It could be the recession, but it could also be that the energy of Christmas has changed.

It feels to me that the reason for Christmas no longer really applies. The cycle is complete and we are emerging into the new. The birth of Christ as a child to redeem the world is now understood to be only part of the true story of the Christ energy. The Christ Light was born into Yeshua and Mariam, or Jesus and Mary Magdalene, and both of them were avatars of the Christ Consciousness.

With the activation of the Diamond Light Grid and the Sacred Rose grids, the full flow of the Christ Consciousness can be experienced on Earth. The seed that was planted two thousand years ago has flowered and become the Sacred Rose of Love. We should be celebrating the culmination of the work of Yeshua and Mariam, or Sananda and Lady Nada, as they are known among the Masters of Light. It truly is time to release the past, and to cease to hold Yeshua in the role of the "child" and Mary as the "virgin mother". Yeshua has ascended into Light with his Twin Flame partner, and they are welcoming us as we follow in their footsteps. The cycle is complete. The central mystery of the teachings of the Christ Light is the Union of Jesus and Mary as representatives of the Balance of the Divine Masculine and Feminine and their Sacred Union into Divine Light and Oneness. The mystery of their Oneness and their Individual essence. That they were One and yet they were each unique individuals who walked their own path on the Earth. And that they each brough the gift of the Christ Light to the Earth!

So, for me, this is about celebrating the Ascension of the Twin Flames who were the Christ Avatars, rather than the birth of a Child. The Ascension of two adult people who were committed to the path of Higher Consciousness and the service of Humanity in its Ascension into the Light. Now, that is something worth celebrating as we move towards 2012!

And, as we celebrate, we take on the energy of the Christ Light, we become the Sacred Rose, and we enter into a new cycle of spiritual evolution. For me, I keep seeing two symbols. The first is the Golden Chalice with a long stemmed rose inside. This is the symbol of Mary Magdalene, and it represents the human body as a chalice for the Light of Spirit and the opening of the Crown Chakra as the Rose of Light when the full Cosmic connection is made and the Being becomes multi-dimensional. The second symbol is one that was given to me in a dream.....it is simply a Red Rose with the word "Peace". This represents the energy of Peace that will come as the Rose Light of Ascended Christ Consciousness activates within the Global Grids.

For me, this will be a special year, as I will land in Israel on Christmas morning, after travelling on the night of the 24th. I will be spending the time with Jewish friends and have been invited to celebrate Shabat with them. What could be more fitting at this time when the cycles are ending and beginning. For, in this new cycle, the energies of all who live in the Holy Land will be united in this Rose of Peace. I am looking forward to visiting Sacred sites and meeting with Israelis and Palestinians in my journey. And, the Rose of Peace will be with me as I journey where the Christ Avatars first set foot on Planet Earth two thousand years ago! A Sacred Space indeed.

And so, before that, there is the Solstice celebration of the 21:12. Traditionally, in the North, the Midwinter Solstice celebrates the Return or Rebirth of the Light, and of course that was why Christianity decided to make it a perpetual celebration of the "birth" of Jesus when the "pagan" festivals were christianized by the Catholic Church. And, it is also interesting that at this time, the Sun, which has been in a cycle of solar inactivity, has burst into life with a new Sunspot and Solar activity. We are now experiencing the effects of solar waves entering the Planetary fields. Those of us who are sensitive can probably feel effects such as dizziness, head aches, nausea, insomnia etc. These effects will pass.

But, we can expect that the Solar Light will intensify around the 20th and 21st, as the energy of the New Cycle begins. At the 21:12 we will complete the integration of the energies that were activated on the 11:11. We will have activated our own Rose Grids and will have become fully multi-dimensional, although we may only be aware of this to the extent that we can cope with the mental and physical effects. We are stepping into Divine Light, and yes the Sun itself will seem to be brighter and more radiant as we discover our inner Light and Radiance. Until, one day, we will fully perceive that we are Light and that we Radiate Light like the Sun!

So, I wish you all a most wonderful Solstice Celebration on the 21st, and a Peaceful Christmas filled with Love and Beauty and Joy. Celebrate the "Christ Mass", which is the Ceremony of Love of the Ascended Christ Avatars, Jesus and Mary Magdalene. May the Rose of Light be with you and bring Peace to your Heart and to your Life. And May Peace Prevail on Earth - Now and Always!

Those of us who live in the Southern Hemisphere, are used to spending our Christmas Holidays in the heat and the sunshine. For me, a white Christmas means the white Agapanthus flowers, which are indigenous to the area in which I live and which grow in my garden and flower at this time of the year. These white and blue "Christmas Flowers" were photographed at the Star Garden in Johannesburg at the 12:12 Celebration. And this year, I hope that after I have enjoyed the white flowers here, I will also maybe enjoy some snow with my Christmas this year!

11th December : The Purpose of Love is Love.....and Passion!

Well, that might sound like and intriguing title, but it actually sums up some of the thoughts and feelings that have come up as a result of the powerful Rose Energies of Unconditional Love and the Diamond Light of Clarity.

In recent years, one of the most common questions that people write and ask about are around love and relationships. The need for Love and Connection is very strong within us, and as the energies rise to higher and clearer levels of consciousness, we are all searching for new ways to express and define love in our lives.

I often hear also, heartbreaking stories of people who have attracted and found Soul Mates and Twin Flames with whom they feel they are destined to work, and then they are devastated when these relationships don’t work. I recently watched two friends who had come together with the conviction of being Twin Flames, and then watched the relationship fall apart as they struggled to balance their energies in the intense work/love relationship they had set up. It was all just too much and the expectations were too high and too intense. Of course, the standard response to such situations in the past has been that they were “not ready” and “not clear enough”. But, with the intense energy of the Diamond Light in our midst, it seems like there is another possibility. I began to think about the real purpose of Love, and I asked Mary Magdalene to reveal to me the true nature of Love and its purpose in our lives. According to her information, the purpose of Love is Love and nothing else.

Yes....the purpose of Love is Love itself.

I think in our culture, as we clear old belief systems, we are still struggling with the last remnants of distorted “Christian” energy, the protestant belief that we are here to work, and the catholic belief in “a mission” as a purpose for life. As we clear away these distortions, we come to the realization that we are here to experience and express Love, and to continue to grow and expand in our ability to Be Love.

Can we accept that our only “purpose” here is to experience Love and to express Love? Can we believe that we are deserving of Love and that our Love will be received and appreciated? This is the zero point for any relationship. People are brought together to explore and express love. How they do that is up to them to decide within their own creative energies and desires. When the issue of a need to be within the relationship for any other purpose arises, then the energies begin to become distorted as other needs and agendas come in. In the example given above, the pressures of working or business relationship are often too intense and extreme to support any other kind of relationship, and the energy of love is lost in the energy of needing to “do something” to prove that the relationship has a “higher purpose”.

There is no Higher Purpose than Love.

Of course, how that love is expressed is up to the people concerned. There are people who enter into soul mate unions and do set up very successful business and personal relationships, and are able to balance their personal feelings and their working relationships. But more often than not, this is not successful and leads to stress and heartbreak.

How wonderful that we are being liberated from the need to express and be anything other than Love.

However, this does not make it any easier! Most of us avoid the intimacy of pure love in other things and activities. We indulge in sex, work, emotional dependency and family structures, rather than entering into a true process of exploring Love and Intimacy without losing the Essential energy of Who We Are.

And, of course, that brings us to the essential fact that we need to know and love ourselves before we are able to love and share with another while knowing our personal boundaries, needs and desires. If you “merge” with another being and you do not have this strong sense of self, then you risk being drawn into the energy of the other person’s life and being in ways that are not healthy and do not promote your own expansion and development in Love, which is the purpose of Love. To Be and Create more of itself! And so, the first “cracks” will appear in any relationship when either of the persons involved feel that they cannot be or express who they are because the other person’s energies and expectations are too strong for the Love to be maintained in a Balanced and Healthy way.

And, of course, what love itself is and means between two people is also something that creates expectations. Most people who think Soul Mate of Twin Flame immediately think Romance and Sex. If they are young, this goes with family and children. If they are older, it goes with the expectation of meaningful work. But, remember, the purpose of Unconditional Love is the Love itself, and when that Flame of Pure Love is not tended, then it tends to get extinguished in all the other expectations that demand attention and energy.

So, what emerges in the Diamond Light of Higher Consciousness and the Gentle Nurturing of the Rose Energy, is the possibility of Love for the sake of Love itself. And that love expresses itself through Passion. And this passion is not specifically sexual, but is the Divine Creative Passion from the Heart of Source that flows like a River of Life and Abundance from the Heart of God. When people connect with Divine Passion, they express the Divine essence in all that they Are. When two people express Divine Passion in their Love, then the energy is closest to the Divine Union of Masculine and Feminine energies that creates Galaxies and Worlds! It is a Magical and Creative experience of Great Power and Intensity that is felt by all who come into contact with the energy of that Love.

The Highest and Clearest Form of Love. Unconditional and without Expectations. But also Pure and Clear with intention, focus and commitment. To the Love itself and experiencing the Flame of Love at the Pure Level of Divine Expression.

Well, maybe John Lennon was right...all you need is love, love.....Love is all you Need!

Have a wonderful and loving day on the 12th!

7th December : Wild and Free.... So...another week has gone by and so much has happened. It seems as though the energy is shifting and time is moving and accelerating faster every day! I travelled north this week, to Johannesburg, and then spent the week-end on a Game Ranch in the African Bushveld. Here there was certainly time to contemplate the meaning of "Wild and Free".

These words are part of the "Prayer of Mary Magdalene" that I channelled for the Sacred Rose gatherings. I have always been unhappy with the depictions of Mary Magdalene that I have encountered. They usually depict her as a young woman and a mother. Well, maybe this would have been true in the time in Palestine with Yeshua, but in the later part of her life when she was most active in her teaching work in Europe, she would have been in her forties and fifties, and maybe even older. She was a mature woman and a respected teacher, and she was also "wild and free" as she shared with me through the channel.

Now, for most people when you mention the word "wild", what immediately comes to mind is sexual promiscuity, and was maybe why she developed a reputation as a "prostitute", which she most certainly was not! In this case, what "wild" means is closer to the concept of wilderness, and the freedom of wild animals to be at one with the wilderness. A "wild" person, as opposed to a "tame" or "domesticated" person is one who has not lost that connection with nature. They are instinctive and intuitive and connected with the elemental energies, and this gives them the freedom to be who they are! Indeed, Mary Magdalene was, in this sense, "wild and free".

This can be most clearly felt in southern France, which was her home in the years in which she was a teacher and leader for the Christ Light energy. Anyone who has ever visited the forested hills of the Languedoc and the High Pyrenees country, will know the wild and pure beauty that is the energy of the Divine Feminine and the legacy of the Magdalene in this part of the world. It is such a pure and clear energy that it delights the heart and soul. Of course, one needs to be quiet and senstive and open to the elemental energies in order to perceive this wild beauty on the level of the soul and spirit.

And, of course, every woman is Mary Magdalene. Every woman has the potential to be wild and free and to express that Purity and Radiance of Heart and Soul. It was, the Divine Plan that the Christ Light should be expressed by Yeshua and Mary equally, and that each of them carried that Light and Energy so that All Humanity might learn how to be "wild and free" and to find the Infinite Peace of Heaven on Earth in their own Hearts.

It is with this sense of deep gratitude for the Gift of the Christ Light that I approach this Holiday season and the celebration of Christmas. This year I have the deep honor to be in the Holy Land in the Christmas and New Year period, and to walk the land of Yeshua and Mary and to feel the culmination of all that they worked to achieve for the Planet and for All of Us. How can we not be deeply grateful for the gift that was seeded on the Planet by their lives two thousand years ago, and its culmination in the Rose of Love that expresses itself as the flowering of Unity Consciousness and the "One Love" in the Hearts of All Humanity at this time of Rebirth and Transformation!

So, in celebration of the energy of "wild and free", I was also lucky enough to spend this last week-end in the African Bushveld, here in South Africa. I was on a Game Ranch, which is a farm where wild aninmals are allowed to run free and wild, for the purposes of tourism and hunting. This was a treat offered to me by a close friend and her family, and I was so happy to join them on this week-end.

Of course, in Africa, as in other wild places that I have visited, the encroachment of human settlements and agriculture are evident everywhere. But the South African government is making a concerted effort to preserve the wilderness areas that remain and the ownership of private Game Ranches, like the one I visited, also help to keep the animal stocks on the land at a constant level.

So, I am happy to share with you some of the images of the week-end here in Africa. Africa is, of course, Big Sky country, and you are always aware of the enormous expanse of blue filled with dramatic clouds in this particular part of South Africa.

This was taken in the early morning on Saturday. Later in the day a storm was building and the sky became more dramatic. Here my friend Rene stands out in the open veld under the dramatic clouds.

We were lucky that the storm held off until night, and we were able to go on our Game spotting drive. Here you drive in an open vehicle that allows you to see the bush around you. This picture is fun. I was sitting behind the driver and if you look in the mirror you can see me taking the picture!

Of course, it is midsummer and very hot, so clothing is minimal. Because of the hunting activities, the animals are very shy and usually run when they see the vehicles, so it is often difficult to get really close unless you walk on foot. Here are some buck that I caught while I was actually on foot.

This group of Zebra were taken from the vehicle. They were relatively far away and didn't seem to mind us too much, although as you can see, they are watching us watching them!

After a day in the Bush, evenings are spent around the campfire!

So, as we move towards the 12:12 and another point of personal and planetary transformation, I wish you all a week filled with Radiance and Clarity!

1st December : Is it REALLY what you want?...... So, here we are, moving into the final month of 2009. I can't believe that the year is almost over and that Christmas is just a few weeks away...again!

If you are like me, you will be thinking of the year that has passed and all the experiences of that year! The activations of this year - the Diamond Light Grid and the Rose Grid - have certainly allowed for huge shifts into Higher Consciousness that many of us are still coming to terms with in all sorts of ways.

I am finding that the Diamond Light Grid, with its emphasis on absolute clarity and integrity is probably the most difficult aspect of the new energy that we are dealing with. It ties in with the Mayan information about the sixth night and the emerging of very deep insights and truths! I had imagined that this need for integrity and honesty would apply most in the way we deal with others, beyond manipulation and distortion, and this is indeed true. But it also applies to our own inner truth!

To show you what I mean, I had this very loving but somewhat interesting discussion with my Higher Self today. I was in the process of looking at the year to come and setting some intentions and outlining what I wanted to create and manifest. After I had finished, there was a silence and then my Higher Self said, quite clearly, "Is that what you REALLY want"?

Me: Excuse me?
HS : Is that what you really want?
Me : Yes.
HS : Are you sure?
Me : Well.....(thinking rapidly)
HS : Are you not settling for second best here?
ME ..(shocked silence)....Well....yes....maybe....but when I asked for what I wanted I did not get it so I thought that it wasn't meant to be and so I needed to move on and create something else.
HS : So, did that come from your feelings, or was it something someone else told you?
Me : Well, people have told me to let go, and it did seem like the best thing to do!
HS : But was it really what you wanted to do?
Me : No.
HS : So why don't you ask for what you really want in your heart. Do you not think you are worthy? You see, when you ask for something that is not your heart's desire, you are being dishonest with yourself and you then cannot manifest that creation because it will not be held in the Diamond Light grid. It will disintegrate into illusion, because only the Pure Love and Desire of the Heart may be held in the Creative Hologram and brought into "reality". So, when you ask for "second best" you are lying about the desires of your heart and soul.
Me : Oh dear...I see....but I keep asking and nothing comes...so I don't know what to do!
HS : Can you be patient?
Me : Yes...
HS : Can you also learn to ask more clearly for what you really want. You know that the Divine will always give you what you ask for. The Flow of Divine Love is so rich and abundant, that what is asked for in integrity will manifest for you. But, you must ask in integrity, and you must also learn to ask in such a way that the Divine can deliver it to you. Learn to ask more clearly and define more clearly what is the true desire and wish of your heart. Then, the Divine can support this creation clearly and with ease and grace
Me : I see. Thank You. But how do I really know what I need and want?
HS : What do you feel in your heart? What is it that you feel and desire. Can you define where your soul and spirit are trying to lead you. Try not to resist these urgings that come as Love and Desires of the Heart, but learn to flow with them in ways that seem loving and supportive at all times. Never think that you cannot have what you desire, even if it seems not possible. Know that what you love and desire is your heart leading you forward, and that all sorts of miracles are possible when you respond to love and when you are honest with yourself.
Me : Does that mean that you can just ask for anything?
HS :...(with patience).....No, No.....it means to ask for the love and desire of the heart. This is not greed or manipulation or power. It is what is pure and what serves the highest good for you and all others in any situation. The Diamond Light Grid and the Rose Grid only support creations and manifestations of the purest and clearest love. All else will be revealed for what it is and the illusions will be brought to light very rapidly.

So, I guess in this month, I will be careful to make sure that I am honest with myself and that I only ask for what I really want and what is in the highest good for all concerned. It is the time of absolute clarity, especially with ourselves!